Boys.... you all are just so confusing

why must boys be so stupid? i dont quite understand it. they say the most hurtful things i wonder if they really understand how it hurts us. i was talking to Bray the other day and he always helps me feel better when im down. he is like my best girlfriend haha but um i have been going through somethings lately and i have no Spencer which is killing me i miss him like crazy. but its funny because Bray and i really are like girls lol we are weird, i know i can tell him anything tho. its very diffrent than me and Spencer, spence knows everything about me and for some reason he sticks around even when its hard. well sometimes but b just is someone who i can vent to and like he is just a good friend. ahh i go crazy during this tourcher fest and i really miss him. i hope he is having fun...