For gosh sakes its been crazy times

AHHHHH!!!! this weekend and week has been really hard on me. Things all hit the fan, when they hit man they hit hard. I just want things to be ok. I know that there is the saying that christ said he said " I never said it would be easy, i only said it would be worth it." well i think i get the it not being easy thing lol someone once said that i should not complain of the trials i get because it means that god trusts me with more. I have to keep thinking that to myself sometimes. I really try not to be like oh poor me, there are lots of people who have things so much worse than i do and i need to just be ok with me and my situation and trials. I guess this means that i need to pray really that much harder. I think i can do that one. I am very blessed to have people who love me and would do so much for me; they have shown that to me within the last little while. Count your Blessings is going to be my theme song i decided lol But anyways sorry i will get off my soap box! I made dinner tonight and i was like hey it was not totally bad!!!..... It may have been hamburger helper but hey, who is really keeping tabs on it lol I tried cookies to cheer everyone up and well i took austin to walmart and i forgot they were short on time and burned them.. so much for that idea right! haha i so dont claim betty crocker. But uh ya thats just about it i think.