Big date tonight. I have been waiting for this for years! so excited. I just hope it keeps up this way!

Ya know what would be really awesome? If men could read our minds! They are so clueless as to what we really think. Maybe they would actually get the picture for once. I think if some guy ever did something sweet like get me flowers or sent me a letter i would fall over dead. I mean ya it has its down falls but hey it would be kinda nice to have a guy that knew what you wanted and actually was not self centered! What a novel idea right?! To bad it wont actually happen. I think the men in this age need to really step it up! bring back the gentleman theory! The open car doors, bring you flowers, write you a sweet letter, surprise you will a visit at work or something. Any guy reading this statement would say so a sissy?but i think men are so scared to lose that macho image that they wouldn't do it. well i have news for you. Girls like that kind of deal. The sensitive guy who listens to you that's rare and i think more guys should try for that.
I don't know that i want to see into men's brains though. I think that it would be interesting for sure, but i don't know if i would like what i saw. I don't want to pass judgement and say all men are dirty thinkers but if i could skip over that part and really get what men are i think it would be totally fascinating! I think that men and women misunderstand each other and i would love insight to them.

The Blessing!

Well tomorrow is the day... Finally!!! haha no im not engaged its not that big but I get my blessing tomorrow! Im kinda scared and nervous because what if God knows im not meant for big things. Maybe who knows. I wish i could share this with the person who made it happen. As friends that is. Guess its just little old me with the big man tomorrow.