Sunday, June 5, 2011

Man I know God has my back!

Alright so I have a rather cool story. It happened last week I think. So I am at work with my mom( not actually working there tho yay!) I was studying for my huge biology test! My mom walks in with tears pooling in her eyes. I ask her what is going on and she pulls out this little mound of money. Well it just so happens that this was 1000 dollars. This man walked up to my mom and said I feel inclined to give this to you and I'm not sure why. He hands her the thousand dollars! OK so not only did this man not really know my mom but he had tears in his eyes as he gave her the money. Turns out this man is a very successful business man and has a lot of money. As my mom is telling me what happened I am crying and in shock. I know who is behind this, its not the kind man who gave us the money. Its Christ. So the last few nights before this happened I was praying for help because my mom was extremely short on money and didn't know if we could pay the house bill. It was stressing me out and so i prayed that we would be OK and find the solution. Well our house payment is 1,000 dollars. I know most people say this is chance but I say it was so much more than that. I never really thought that God or anyone was listening to me. Not because he was not there but because he was busy or something. Well I don't think this anymore. I am so thankful for this man and the blessing he gave to my family. There are still angels out there.
On a different note that amazing feeling was lost by my younger sister stealing my debit card on our sisters day outing and her taking almost $70 off of my debit card. Not the most fun feeling to think that your sister stole from you. I didn't really want to believe it at all. I was angry yes, still angry. I feel bad tho for her because she does not care that she killed her sisters trust in her or ever the closeness between us. We have never been close and I have been trying really hard to do things with her and be better with her. Well things like this make it almost impossible. I still don't know what to do with this yet. I am hurt and angry still so I'm trying to leave it be.
I got an 85% on a really hard biology test that i thought i was going to completely fail! that made me feel pretty good. I was mad because I looked at the ones I got wrong and I flippin knew them! I changed the answer! so maddening! Oh well its still not to bad of a test score. I am really ready to be done with mating of Bacteria! oh my it's so lame. I want to get into my Art History class!!!!!!!! I am an art freak and cant wait! its before and after Christ so I'm really excited! I even sent out my application for nursing! ah! so life is not always roses but there is good stuff going on to!